I have no patience any more especially when my only outlet decides to NOT LET ME LETOUT!!!!
My husband is off work until orders start picking up for the RV industry which is NOT a good thing!!! Four major manufacturers have shut their doors for good and will not reopen should the economy start booming again. So I guess I should be happy that he MAY actually have a job again one day. The job situation is pathetic to say the least around here. For every one position available there are at least 200 qualified applicants so businesses can be picking with whom they want to fill any given position. AND they are knocking the pay down to almost minimum wage because they can, people NEED work and they don't care what the pay is something is better then nothing. So basically jobs pay what a gallon of gas for our vehicles cost - sucks man, sucks big time. At least I know we get something each month with being on SSD and with my VA disability which is more then most can say, I couldn't imagine being in a position where there was nothing at all coming in...becuase its difficult enough for us to make ends meet. I guess you'll have that tho.
So now its not just me and my life that is depressing its the entire nation and everything in it that's depressing!!!! I went to get groceries the other day and even that stuff has increased. I couldn't believe it, the same items I normally get were almost double what I paid for them just a couple of weeks ago. It's crazy...I guess its to let our generation know what our parents generation went through with the great depression and era's like that. Personally that is best left in the history books not reality!!!
On a more positive note...I have an appt. with a real pain doc next week. It was originally scheduled for May 27th but they changed it to the 13th!!!! WHOO HOO!!!! It didn't take 3 months so that's a good thing. BUT...I do have quite the little drive to get there so not looking forward to that but I am looking forward to MAYBE getting the meds increased just a bit seeings how I have been on the same dosage for almost 4 years (I think, I'd have to actually go back to one of my old calendars to check the actual date) but its been a long, long time!!! I just hope they have a NICE pm rather then the old geezer they had the last time I went. The one my husband saw in Ft. Wayne would be a good one, she was gonna load him up with oxycontin, vicodin, and a few others that would be quite helpful especially on the bad days
He declined
everything but the vicodin because he can't tolerate anything stronger just yet. Heck the muscle relaxers put him to sleep for days!!!
Hope everyone is having a great day today, its chilly and rainy here...so not much being done by me. Take care all












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