Where did everyone go? Traci, Rho where didya go? Don't hibernate, isolate... winter is losing it's grip... brighter days will come. But I am
worried! Please check in!
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I am alive...Amanda is back in school this year and has brought home every virus available to man kind. Not only has she
brought it home with her, but she has been so kind as to share these with me!! I've been sick more this year then I have in the past ten years combined!!
I guess you'll have that tho.
I am looking forward to the changing of the seasons. Matter of fact it has been fairly nice the past two days here. I went out yesterday because I had been sick and in the house for so long I thought maybe some fresh air would help but it wasn't a calming or relaxing as I thought it would be. it was nice tho so I'm not complaining. Today looked beautiful thru the window but I really have no clue how it really was seeings how I pretty much stayed down on the couch dozing off and on all day. Plus there are other issues going on right now that are unnerving for me and creating complications in my life but that happens to all of us all the time. I just need some time to deal with things, accept things, and work thru everything else. It's all good tho....it's all good!!! Hope everyone else around here is doing well. Sure miss ya's!! 
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Posts: 197 (03/03/09 15:33:11) OCPM Newbie |
Whew! I am GLAD to "see" you! I've been in and out of serious funk. Takin' flack for bein' me... but trying to be true. I feel like all
my friends have moved on and I'm stuck here wondering what happened (no, not talking about HERE... but nobody here has added to it!). It just seems like
my last true good friendships were so many years ago in college --- and they have all moved on to more exciting things, more exotic ports of call. Don't
get me wrong -- it IS beautiful living here... but I crave some adventure... some friendship along the way.
I've missed you and been worried about you. It scares me, ths reality of living in pain. It gets to ya sometimes, eh? well, DON'T go away! ttys j |
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Member Posts: 6994 (03/08/09 21:40:44) OCPM Hall of Fame |
I totally understand what you are saying...been in a kinda, sorta, similar funk myself. Too old for some things, too young for
others and all the while I'm here - with nothin! Nothin but the same ole same ole day in and day out crap of everyday living. Surviving in an often times
non-survivable world.
And yea, like you, I know all the right things to say, the right motions to make, the right steps to take to make others think I'm good, fine, all ok in my little world - when in fact the reality of it is so far from the truth. So far from the reality that I would LIKE to have. And I'm not talking winning the lottery, becoming stinkin filthy rich...I'm talkin simplicity. Simple things, things that I use to take for granted (sanity for instance). Oh well, life goes on and we run thru the schematics of things like we're suppose to letting the rest of the world think all is well. Not that the rest of the world really gives a rat's patootie about me, my life, my woes, or any other thing that makes me tick (or not tick which ever the case may be). So I hear ya J!!! I can totally and unequivicably understand. Life is good - OR IS IT????!! And I apologize for being such a downer...been sick for several weeks now and its playin on the one last piece of remaining nerve holding this battered old body together. This is the reason for the absence, can't help no one, can't even help myself most of the time.
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