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Thanks for your responses, guys. Things are very bad right now; I am trying another med, but the pain is through the roof all the time. I see a spine doc on Tuesday, but there are really no solutions. And my family is a bit freaked. I try and keep them out of it, but there are times I need help with rides and such; they support me financially (helping what disability can't pay which is pretty much everything) but my sister in particular is having a hard time. She keeps complaining because I chose to live somewhere that isn't convenient for them to help me...but it's convienient for me and my needs. Heck, it's only my life, right? I am not allowed to make those choices because they help me, I guess. Meanwhile, my friends, my dentist, my healers, my therapist....they are all near me. If I lived close to them, I would have to change all that, which would be fine with them, I guess.

This is stirred up for me right now because I need help getting to the spine doc next week. I took myself to the pain clinic monday, ran into traffic, and by the time I got there, my legs were so bad they wanted to go to the ER, but I wouldn't. This disorder has destroyed my life, and I'm not in a good place right now.